I must Say.I'm going through some changes.Caught in between a whole lot of mixed feelings. I'm bitter,yes. I curse, yes. I have drama at times, yes.I'm an imperfect human.Sometimes life can suck. I cry,I go through the motions. All of that.I'm just trying to get back on my two feet.Little by little I'm striving to get back to what I know. Its just hard after going through so much shit.Through people telling you that you can't.Telling you you're nothing without them.Child please.No one is breaking down my spirit. Nope. I'm living for me and doing for me.Get into MY mind.The REAL me.Look deep within the depths of my soul, my heart.There's so much you don't know. U would never understand me and what I do.I've seen the worse that can happen so I'm not afraid to be alone.I've been there.To the ones that left me when I needed you, I'm better WITHOUT you.Its time to revamp!New Me!So don't bring me down, I'm trying to get better.I'm not going back to that. I wont,I cant.