My tattoo's

My tattoos

Number 1



Location:Ankle

Meaning:My first tattoo! Its a butterfly with 4 stars surrounding it.Its depicting me growing my wings from being a moth(girl) thus changing me into a butterfly(woman).Also a butterfly is a free spirit,as am I. Oh yeah and IM A STARRRRR.lol


Number 2




Location:Between Shoulder Blades/Mid Back

Meaning: This is a deep one.CHRISTIAN. My heart. This tattoo has multiple meaning. This 9 letter name stands for all of the Laughter,Hurt,Happiness,Hate,Love,Sorrow,and Joy I endured for 4 months...and am stil enduring. that 9 letter name tells the jaded story of so much. Went from having so much to so little in a blink of an eye. Its crazy how one person can change your life the good annd the bad. Christian. My love My heart. MY BABY. If I could I'd do anything to get you back. I still cry, I still hurt. On the day u were to be born. I didnt eat sleep or anything. I couldn't. Christian. The product of him and I. He was a lie. His whole being. A lie that I believed to be so true.U made me believe so much. Y how could u? Broken Dreams and promises of something u could never give me. Why did I believe? I never believe. But u were to be different. U sure pulled the wool over my eyes. U don't know how much u affected me. U still affect me, EVERYDAY. Even though we don't speak u still linger, in my mind,my thoughts, my tears. U still remain. I could wish i never met u but then I wouldnt have had my Christian, though i still dont have him now..id still have the memories. My family. I STILL to do this day can not even FATHOM why you did the things u did.So out of character,so unjust.Y couldn't just let me be. Let us be?Friends. Ronnie,Jodi,Kat,Brit,Jess,Luchie,MICKY,EBONEI.Thank u all for all u have done.I don't know where id be without u. Even tho some of us still arent friends, i still thank u all because i wouldn't have made it without u all. Humble yes I am, because the people that were supposed to be there reniged on me. To the friends that judged frowned up their noses and shook their heads. I dont speak to u all nor do i acknowledge ur prescence. Because just like my family u judged. To the people that are continuing this journey with me. TWINZIE. I swear u are my rock. U r my reflection as i look n the mirror. SO much we have noth endured together.apart.lol Its like we r one and the same. DONT U EVER FORGET THIS. We are not the bad guys. We let the actions and thoughts of others sway our decisions instead of worrying about what we thought was best.
So like i said this 9 letter name holds so much story,so much truth, so much that noone would understand unless they knew. So now u know.